The Unexpected

The unexpected turns in your life brings you to a cold place where it's hard to trust anything or anybody. You developed a utopia in your mind but throughout the difficult times in your life your utopia fades. You wonder of the moments that were created but then you fall into the motions of not knowing will the moment ever bloom. The deep thought of the happiness you dreamed has been interrupted by an obstacle. You think that the movement of the episode will die but everyday it gets more and more challenging. You don't know what to think, you don't know how to feel and your heart beats has gotten slower. The movement of your life has changed and at this pace you feel trapped in a state of depression which allows your mind to take control of your heart. Deeply within your soul you try to grab a hold onto yourself but you can't. The unexpected turn in your life is winning. It has taken you to a place where you want something or someone to rescue your burning soul and you're over sized heart. You are burning inside with the over stepped boundaries people have crossed in your life. You try to minimize things but they are big in your life. You try to make things out to be less then what they are because you don't want them to turn out bad. Unfortunately things happen. The things you thought would never happen, happens. You are in a state of shock and the unexpected has killed your dreams, your memories, your motivation, your desires, and your peace. After living in a moment and dying in a dream you forget how to move forward in reality. You capture all that didn't happen after the pain is gone and then try to relive it all over. But you can't it hurts so you rather not deal with it. You push everyone away bcuz you can't bare anymore pain. Your body is numb your oversized heart is weighing you down. The unexpected turn of life has won. It's a battle I can't win~ Its called LIFE!!!!