Kill It

Regression is caused my suppression which leadsto depression that will have you in an emotional condition! Kill the root of the submission that has you forgetting that you are worth more than a temporary position!

P U S H

Close ur eyes, can u see? Can u see the imagination of a dream that u want to be…r do u see darkness and nothing to chase or is it that u feel like every problem in the world is staring you in the face? Open ur eyes and now realize that the problems ...u face are on both sides. No matter if your eyes are closed continue to strive for ur goals. ANYTHING WORTH HAVING DOES NOT COME EASY...remember to P U S H!Read More

Focus

Everything that once was is the past everything that still is, is ur furture. Don't dwell on what's not focus on what is!!! ~KiiD~

Experience

I speak thru experience I Live for the moment bcuz my next move is not promised Im open to new things bcuz the old can bcum wornout I cherish every moment of everyday I not only create memories bu...t I capture moments Time is nothin but a flash of wind that cant be slowed down or stopped live for 2day & create memories that will last a lifetime!

Y O U (Your Own Utopia)

An ease mind is good for the heart, a clean heart is good for your soul, a positive attitude is good for YOU (Your Own Utopia)!!!

Self Evaluation

Self evaluation: If u find urself with no1 or nothing u need a self evaluation If ur life is full of negative thoughts & people it’s time 4 self evaluation if u go 2 wk R sum social gathering & all u do is tlk abt ppl its time 4 self evaluat...ion! U R the reflection of ur thoughts u r the move n ur legs u r the breath in ur words u r the crack in ur smile u r the bone in ur bk u r the reason for ur happiness!Read More

Today

Embracing the newness of today ready to see what life will unfold! I learned from yesterday and now I’m another step closer to my goals. I try not to dream to often because dreams are sometimes forgotten. So I brainstorm my plan and implement it with my actions.

INDIVIDUAL

I will continue to feed my mind and heart, I will continue to forgive and forget, I will continue to be me regardless, because I am who I am, but I will adjust the adjustable and acknowledge the acknowledgeable. I will not forget that I am capable of human error, therefore I will look into the mirror and always remember I am I ….an INDIVIDUAL! ~KiiD~

P.U.S.H

Close ur eyes, can u see? Can u see the imagination of a dream that u want to be…r do u see darkness and nothing to chase or is it that u feel like every problem in the world is staring you in the face? Open ur eyes and now realize that the problems u face are on both sides. No matter if your eyes are closed continue to strive for ur goals. All of the hurt is minimal.. ANYTHING WORTH HAVING DOES NOT COME EASY...remember to P U S H!

Only for 1 nite

For a moment I thought the sounds of ur moans were the morning song of the yesteryears. U openly express the feelings of passion Thur the tones that flow Thur your inner being. U escape into the notion of the night as U move to the patterns of the sheets, ur heart dances to the blood that flows endlessly along side of the liquid love deeply inside of ur clitoris. The inside of ur walls r tight, forceful but yet heated. You hold on tight to the air that I breath on the side of ur neck and ur face. Ur mind sleeps in the thoughts of the next stroke of my tongue goin slowly down ur spine, teasing the seam of ur ass, as I make my way around to the freshness of ur privates...I can only imagine the sound of love making comin from u as I embrace u with my liquid love as we grind to ur moans. The sweat begins to pour down the crease of ur back as I guide u in the motions of comfort as I slowly insert my fingers inside of u, feeling the wetness that leaks like a faucet....but for only 1 night u will feel this pleasurable moment for 2morrow will be 2 late.. so let me exercise ur clit 2day....taking u holdin u grabbin u fuckn u until the sun cum up 2morrow!

Just Wait

Not understanding the mishaps of life but slowly accepting everything that is giving to you. The pain of life stings like a bee searching for honey in a sunflower. The moments you dream of are lost in a stare across a cold room. The everything you lone for is still waiting at the end of the dream, but you are still sleeping with your eyes wide shut and your mind racing. With your heartbeat skipping to every thought of being more than what this world is offering. Taking on every challenge you face, with a strong heart and a focus mind only to be left standing in the same spot you were standing in when your eyes were wide open…so what do you do you ask? Just Wait on God to move!

Chances

Sometimes we take chances that are not always creative but in our dreams and in our mind we feel the thought is worth the chance. Sometimes the thought of the fantasy is just that, a thought. Sometimes it shouldn't go out of fantasy land. After the fantasy comes to reality It's hard to capture the fantasy again because what you thought was fun is now the end of your life. But, that doesn't mean your dreams can't come true!!!

The Unexpected

The unexpected turns in your life brings you to a cold place where it's hard to trust anything or anybody. You developed a utopia in your mind but throughout the difficult times in your life your utopia fades. You wonder of the moments that were created but then you fall into the motions of not knowing will the moment ever bloom. The deep thought of the happiness you dreamed has been interrupted by an obstacle. You think that the movement of the episode will die but everyday it gets more and more challenging. You don't know what to think, you don't know how to feel and your heart beats has gotten slower. The movement of your life has changed and at this pace you feel trapped in a state of depression which allows your mind to take control of your heart. Deeply within your soul you try to grab a hold onto yourself but you can't. The unexpected turn in your life is winning. It has taken you to a place where you want something or someone to rescue your burning soul and you're over sized heart. You are burning inside with the over stepped boundaries people have crossed in your life. You try to minimize things but they are big in your life. You try to make things out to be less then what they are because you don't want them to turn out bad. Unfortunately things happen. The things you thought would never happen, happens. You are in a state of shock and the unexpected has killed your dreams, your memories, your motivation, your desires, and your peace. After living in a moment and dying in a dream you forget how to move forward in reality. You capture all that didn't happen after the pain is gone and then try to relive it all over. But you can't it hurts so you rather not deal with it. You push everyone away bcuz you can't bare anymore pain. Your body is numb your oversized heart is weighing you down. The unexpected turn of life has won. It's a battle I can't win~ Its called LIFE!!!!

Simplify the Simple!!

If I add the hurt to all the gain and subtract the real from all the pain multiple the fake and divide the true at the in of the problem it leaves you. You are the focus of your life so live it to the fullest. Don't let ungrateful people rent free space in your head! Love is earned not giving so don't let others take you for granted!

Lesson Learned

Another lesson learned, as I began to live life once more I’m still Learning on a daily basis. I’m learning everyday that u can't force People to except the love u r willing to give them...like I've stated In previous writings, it comes natural! It’s a feeling of knowing, knowing that it’s real and willing to love u "hold heartedly" from ur core. Not many people share moments of "pure bliss" but when I felt them it was a feeling I couldn’t explain. I was once told that my love is something new, it was something anyone would love to experience. But when I was told that, I never stop to think that just because I was told that by that person didn’t mean that person was the one for me. I realized that maybe they needed me to help them love and understand what love really represented and maybe I needed them to help me realized my love is worthy. Although getting close to someone in the process will hurt once they are gone or not as close, but it will feel good for a lifetime knowing you made a difference in someone’s life and that they will forever carry a piece of you with them (only if the outcome is positive). Never give up on the gift God has giving you, just because things hurts for that moment doesn’t mean it will hurt for a lifetime! Remember that person will always be a memory and lesson learned! Be thankful for every moment because tomorrow that moment will be your past!

Why We Do What We Do!!!

So many people question this lesbian thing, but they never worry about what’s pleasing to me. I’ve been asked the question about having a man but that’s not a desire I want on my hands. Its not that I hate men and can’t stand there guts I just love the why a woman gives me that tickle touch.Men don’t stimulate my mind nor do they stimulate my clit and they barely know how to control that nasty ass dick. They don’t know what to do when I’m down and out; they open up their mouth and something dumb come out. They can’t make me wet unless his name is Katrina, while the women gets the action when I first met her.Don’t get me wrong, it may be right for you, but a man can’t give me an organism two by two.Can he massage your clit with the tip of his tongue without letting his lil man (dick) have all the fun?Can he find that spot and know what to do, or do he look up at you like a puppy on two?Not saying that all men can’t do the job, but just thinking about a woman makes my PUSSY Throb. The touch of a clit rubbing on mine gives me a rush all through my mind.I know the next question is about the fake as dick, check this out, I bet she want get pregnant.!!!I can’t make babies and neither can she, besides she gets to chose the size and the vibrating techniqueDon’t get mad because we do our thang, u do u with the thang that swang (lol)!She knows how to suck it and not just lick, cum on guys it’s my fucking clit. It’s not a lollypop or some other candy, you are suppose to be the man and not a fucking cavity.

Questions

A feeling of uselessness deep within a question that replays in my mind. It’s unanswered and unclear, it’s hurtful when it appear.
Awake me from this dream, where my mind is always in questioning. It’s killing me to know, where else will this question go.
I need for this pain to stop, because my heart is in a knot.
I relax but feel the pressure, and its not getting any better. I’m running and I’m out of time and this question is still in my mind.
Its hurting and I don’t know which way should I go. It’s confusing, don’t know what to do.
So I guess I HAVE TO GET RID OF YOU!

Am I?

I'm asking myself, am I trying to understand or am I trying to forget...? The questions that seem to be unanswered in my mind are really answered in my reality..., but I wonder am I trying to understand the answers are just simply forget? The uneasy misleading vibe controls the void in my heart, but then my mind ask the question and reality answers them, but my heart continues to break. Why do we hold on to hurt and run from what feels good? Is it the fear of not being enough for someone else or is it the attachment to what it use to be...? who really knows? At times we tend to capture in our heart what it could be through the pain or what we want it to be after the pain, instead of where we NEED to be at that moment.....hmmmm mind over reality...so am I trying to understand or simply forget?

I Miss My Baby!

I miss my baby! The soft plushness of her lips kissing me goodnight, her warm body embedded in the curves of my body as we rest the night away...its driving me crazy to have nights apart and days alone. Oh how I await for the mornings to began with the sunshine of her soul lighten up my day with the kiss of morning! I yarn for the moments of what once was and now I yarn for the moments of what if….its truly is a love song because my heart is singing..... baby I can't wait until to come home!

Don't You?

You know you want me to lay you down and introduce my nakedness to your yearning body, taking your legs and pulling them towards the sound of your heartbeat....while I move closer to waves of your ocean that's flowing so heavily towards the heat from my mouth. You know you want me to kiss the roses peddles that keeps your ocean from flowing all over your legs as you think about this moment that is taking so long to transpire. You crave the unknown, u await for the relaxation that appears as u grasp for air, the moment when your body unfolds and develop a new found freedom......hmmm don't you...

Define Love

If you look in the dictionary you may read that love represents a range of human emotions and experiences related to the senses of affection and sexual attraction. But the dictionary fails to mention that love is a lot like cancer. It forms in the body and takes over without question. It’s an unreal but realistic feeling that can become overwhelming to a person that has never been in love before. Love is the morning after a late night, the night after a hard day, the tears after a big fight, the moments when no one understand. Love is the moment happiness that is capture within a daydream. Love enlightens the soul with the understanding of what is and what isn’t real Love. Love is not the question that arises when things get though but love is the moments of *blissfulness* trapped inside every heartbeat.